She slept until early the next afternoon. As soon as she was up, Wolverine prepared a large meal and insisted that she eat as much as she could. Her face was pale and she was thinner than he liked. When she had finished, he said,

"Darlin', I've got to go back inta town, ta let the Professor know what's happened." Her already pale face blanched further.

"You don't hafta go, but I want ya ta stay inside until I get back."

"All right," she answered. They put away the dishes then she watched from the window as he drove away. She went to her room and took the box that held the psi-dampener from her closet. Wolverine had given it to her the day after they arrived, but she had never done anything with it. She got the tools from the shelf in the kitchen and proceeded to take the unit apart, examining it minutely. She wanted to know exactly how the hated device worked, though she wasn't quite sure why.



"Wolvie!" Jubilee shouted when she saw Wolverine on the telephone screen. "When're you guys comin' home?"

"I don' know, darlin'. You takin' care o' yerself?"

"Of course. I'm not a little kid, ya know."

"I know, darlin'. Is the Professor around?"

"Yeah. Hang on a sec." The screen went dark for a moment as Jubilee transferred Wolverine's call to Professor Xavier's ready room.

"Logan, is everything all right? I read an article this morning about an attempted robbery."

"Kid's shook up, but she'll be okay. She c'n take care o' herself." He took a drag off his cigarette, then dropped it to the sidewalk, crushing it under foot. "This's set us back a mite, though. When I told her I was comin' inta town, she looked like I'd asked her ta step inta a meat grinder."

"I see. I was hoping the two of you would be returning soon. I received a ... disturbing call a few days ago." Wolverine waited for the Professor to go on. "An old colleague of mine, Curtis Richardson, called. He was quite unpleasant, insinuating that I had stolen his research and demanding that I return his lab materials. It was only after I cut him off that I realized he may have been speaking of Star. His specialty was genetic engineering."

"Was?"

"Yes. The medical board revoked his license for unauthorized experimentation with human subjects."

"Then ya think he's Star's 'Doctor'."

"The probability is high. The man has no ethics. I have been trying to locate lab facilities that he may be using, but I haven't had any luck so far."

"Let me know when ya find it. I wanna be in on this one."

"I will, Logan. Rest assured."

"Tell Jubilee I'll be seein' her soon."

"I will." Wolverine cut the connection and walked across the street to the diner where Maudie and Harry were cleaning up the wreckage. Maudie dropped her broom to embrace him as soon as he entered the building.

"Is Star all right?"

"She's just fine, Maudie. Just didn't feel up ta a trip ta town today."

"Well, let me fix something for you to take back to her. The kitchen wasn't damaged at all." Maudie disappeared through the swinging door to the kitchen before Wolverine could answer her.

"How you two doin', Harry?"

"We'll manage. 'S not as bad as it looks, really. Replace the glass an' patch the holes in the walls an' you'd never know the place'd been shot up." He paused and leaned on his broom. "Ya know, we came up here ta get away from the violence of the big cities, but I guess ya can't run away from human nature." He swept up a pile of broken glass, then said,

"I'm glad your girl's okay, Logan. I was afraid that goon 'd hurt her."

"She'll be fine, Harry."

"I know she will. She's a tough little gal, 'spite of what Maudie thinks. No slouch in the guts department, either. She deliberately distracted those guys. If she hadn't, they'd a started shooting before they did. As it is, its a miracle nobody got hurt." He grinned, "Nobody that counted, anyhow." Maudie bustled in with a large bag and a small box filled with food.

"Good lord, Maudie. That's enough ta feed an army."

"Nonsense. Its just a few sandwiches and one o' Harry's apple pies. You know how much that girl likes his pies. Anyhow, it'd just go to waste here. It'll be a couple of days before we open back up. Take that long to get the glass in."

"All right, Maudie. Thanks."

"Any time, Logan." Wolverine took the food from Maudie, then said,

"Listen, if you folks need any help gettin' the place fixed up again, just let me know."

"Shouldn't be any problem. The insurance will cover most of the damage, and the place needed a new coat of paint anyhow. Now you get on back to that little gal of yours. Don't want that pie to cool off too much." Wolverine smiled. Harry had probably spent most of the morning making that pie for Star. The talk about it 'going to waste' had been pure bull.



Star was sitting at the table in the kitchen, the electronics of the psi-dampener neatly placed around the nearly dismantled unit. She was examining a circuit board when Wolverine walked in with Maudie's packages. She put the circuit board down and took the box from him, placing it on the counter.

"I thought you got rid o' that thing." She shook her head.

"No. I needed to understand how it works, but hadn't been able to bring myself to touch it."

"Ya finished now?"

"Yeah," she smiled and swept the pieces into the case, placing the whole thing in the closet with the tools.



The next few days were quiet. They went to town on the day Harry and Maudie reopened their diner. Star asked Harry to show her how to make an apple pie and he happily invited her into his kitchen.

"Now I know you've got some things to pick up, Logan. Star'll be fine here. Harry'll keep her busy for a while. Besides," Maudie said, "Harry reloaded the shotgun."

"All right, Maudie. I'll be right back." Wolverine walked down the street to Mary's dress shop.



"Hi, Logan. Hang on a second." Mary disappeared into the back room of her shop. She came back a moment later with two brightly wrapped packages, one much larger than the other. She wrapped them together in brown paper.

"I want you to see this the same time she does. I think you'll both like it. Oh, by the way, I talked to Dave the other day. He still had your measurements on file. You tux should be ready in time for the dance."

"Thanks, Mary. I forgot all about it."

"I know."

"Where'd I be without you?" Mary just smiled at him. He put the packages in the back of the jeep and went into the diner. Later that afternoon, with the still hot apple pie in the back with the packages and supplies, they drove back to the cabin. He put the packages in his room. She didn't ask about them.



The next day was Christmas Eve. He started to explain the celebration to her, only to discover that Maudie and Jubilee, through her letters, had already done so. He brought the two packages out and placed them next to the fireplace, well away from the fire itself. The next time he noticed, there were three packages.



It had been a very dry autumn in the mountains and, while the weather had steadily grown colder, there had been no snow. That night it snowed. The silence of a snow blanketed world awakened him and he got up to look outside. He was immediately aware of a cold breeze blowing through his partially open door. He hurried to the door and opened it all the way. The living room was freezing, the front door standing open. He checked the other bedroom and the kitchen, but Star was not in the cabin. The snow was several inches deep outside but no tracks were visible. How long had she been gone? He dressed quickly. Even he could only tolerate the cold for so long. As he reached for his coat, he noticed hers hanging on the back of the coat rack near the door. He shrugged into his coat and grabbed hers. It couldn't be more than ten degrees outside. And without her coat, she wouldn't last long. He had to find her quickly, but the snow had completely covered her tracks and she was damned hard to scent in the best of circumstances. He closed the door behind him so the cabin would be warmer when he returned with Star.



Why would she have gone out? It had to be the snow. She'd undoubtedly never seen it before. Which way, he thought, which way would she have gone? He moved toward the back of the cabin, where she'd played with the raccoon. He saw a faint indentation in the snow, nearly invisible, but there none the less. A footprint. He hurried through the trees, looking for other signs of her passage. He found more prints, not quite so obscure. It began to snow more heavily, but the tracks were becoming fresher. He was gaining on her.



He finally found her in a clearing well behind the cabin, kneeling in the snow, her arms out and her head thrown back in a position of supplication. Or wonderment. Her eyes were closed. She was dressed only in a thin night shirt, her feet and legs completely bare.

"Star," he called. She didn't respond. He moved closer and touched one outstretched hand. Her skin was cold, and she didn't respond to him. He wrapped her coat around her, pulling her to her feet. She didn't resist him, but she didn't help either. He picked her up, and carried her back through the woods.



The cabin had warmed up considerably, but was still cool. He took her directly to the shower and, holding her with one arm, turned the water on. He let her coat fall away from her body, then supported her while the warm water streamed over her. She had finally started to warm, though she was still cooler than he liked, when the hot water ran out. He shut it off and peeled her wet clothing from her. He wrapped her in a heavy towel and carried her to the living room. He put her down on the couch and quickly built up the fire in the fireplace. He rubbed her arms and hands then turned his attention to her legs and feet. She was still very cold. She wasn't unconscious, but she didn't seem to be aware, either. He grasped her arms and shook her gently.

"Star, c'mon girl, wake up." Nothing. He shook her harder, but she still didn't respond. He stripped his wet shirt off and pulled her into his arms, turning with her toward the blazing fire, hoping she would come back as her body warmed. Finally, she stirred in his arms. He looked down at her and she smiled.

"Oh, Logan. It's so beautiful."

"What is, girl? What 'r you talkin' about?"

"There are no words," she said, her voice soft in his head as she linked their minds and showed him. He was stunned by the complexity of her awareness of the world. Every snowflake that fell was a geometric sculpture, beautiful beyond words. He felt every animal, sleeping or stirring, each a bright light. He felt the trees, the plants, slumbering through the cold. He could feel the life in the earth itself, old beyond measure, slow and steady but immensely powerful. There was too much to assimilate all at once. He blacked out.



When he came to it took him a few moments to get his bearings. He was aware of Star, her eyes anxious as she looked at him. He shook his head sharply. Everything in the room seemed...dull somehow, stunted. He felt oddly isolated.

"Is that how you see everything?" She nodded mutely.

"Can you...tone it down?"

"Yes."

"What happened to you?"

"The snow, it was so beautiful that I kept reaching, I wanted to see it all." The towel had fallen away and she was shivering violently. He put his arms around her, pulling her close once more. Her skin was still cold. He leaned his back against the couch, holding her.

"Show me again," he murmured. He felt her gently reach into his mind and suddenly he could see again, though not so far as before. The fire before them leaped and danced like a living thing. The very air seemed alive. He knew it was still snowing even though the windows were covered. He could feel every flake as it fell. He stroked her hair and it was like silk, her skin as soft as velvet. She looked up at him and her features were recognizable, though she seemed to glow with an inner light. He bent his head and kissed her. The kiss seemed to last an eternity and he could feel her body warming, responding to him. He held her tightly and she clung to him, her naked body pressed against him. His growing desire was matched by her desire for him. He broke their kiss suddenly, pulling away from her.

"Logan" she whispered "I am not a child." She put her arms around his neck and kissed him again. He didn't resist. Her small breasts, bare against his chest, suddenly did not feel childlike at all. He put his arms around her and pulled her against him once more. Their minds still linked, they shared every caress, each touch bringing them closer together, until at last, their bodies joined and they were one physically as well as mentally. They made love before the fireplace until at last, exhausted, they slept.



He woke as she gently withdrew from his mind. He held her in his arms and felt a moment of regret. She looked at him sharply, her eyes questioning.

"I'm s'posed ta be takin' care of ya, darlin'. Not takin' advantage of ya."

"Is that truly how you feel, Logan?" There was a catch in her voice. He considered his feelings silently while she kept her mind meticulously closed. After a moment he decided that his regret stemmed from his previous losses and really had nothing to do with the woman in his arms.

"No, darlin'. I guess not." He kissed her once more and felt the unhappiness flow from them both.



Later, after they had eaten, he remembered the dress. He gave her the two packages as she sat on the couch, watching the fire burn. She stroked the box almost as if she could sense what was inside. Perhaps she could.

"Go on an' open it." She tore the paper from the box and opened it carefully. She stared at the carefully folded silver and black cloth, her mouth open. She gently lifted the dress from the box, running her hands over the cloth. She looked at him, her eyes shining.

"It's beautiful."

"Well, try it on." She scrambled to her feet and held the dress before her. Then, with a sudden glance at him, she dashed for her room.

"Hey, wait a second!" She stopped short and turned back to look at him. He laughed and tossed her the box containing the shoes Mary had chosen. "Take this with you." She snatched the box out of the air and disappeared into her room, the door closing silently behind her.



It was several minutes before she emerged, clad in her new dress and shoes. She had brushed her hair and it lay glistening about her shoulders. He stared at her, speechless. He got to his feet and approached her. He gazed down at her and, finding his voice, said,

"You are absolutely the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." She smiled radiantly up at him.

"Thank you, Logan." She twisted slightly and the full skirt swirled about her legs. "I love it." She smoothed the fabric with her hands. He put his hands on her waist and swung her around, both of them laughing.

"I have something for you, too," she said suddenly. He reluctantly released her and she turned to the third package by the fireplace. He sat back on the couch, still marveling at her beauty, and wondering how he had missed it before. She hesitantly extended the package toward him and he caught her wrist, pulling her down next to him as he took it from her. It was surprisingly heavy. At her silent urging, he tore the paper away. It was a statue of himself, carved from a single piece of dark wood. He touched it, amazed. The likeness was uncanny. She had captured his very spirit in the wood. The statue almost seemed alive.

"Do you like it?" she asked at last.

"Darlin', I love it." He carefully placed it on the small table near the door then pulled Star to her feet.

"Dance with me."

"I don't know how," she answered quietly.

"I'll teach you." Together, they danced.

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